FAITH IS THE ONLY OPTION

2006-10-03T08:57:00.000-07:00

Just another exciting Birthday... I am getting closer to 30....`*sobbed*

On Saturday, 300906, my cell group celebrate my birthday. This is the first time celebrate with them and also the last... as this cg is going to dismiss this week...... Billy Bombers gave me surprises... First they gave me a drink looked horrible and tasted wonderful sweet. Then the my birthday wondeey gave me a cap for my CG friends to sign on it. I highly recommend Billy Bombers from Century Square. They made my Birthday wonderful!!

On Sunday, 011006, my dearest emily and i went to Escape Theme Park at early morning and we had a great time!

On Monday, my birthday, i had dinner with my family. Well, not an exciting day but precious moments...

2006-09-26T09:23:00.000-07:00

Guys... today is another report of misfortunate. When i am abt to go hm from work, tt is 6.15pm, officially off work at 6pm, i saw my colleague already taking his sling bag on his shoulder. At that time, my director is somewhere beside me, i 'pissed' my colleague, using gesture to ask him whether he wan to leave the office together. Shocking, he said loudly, he is going home first (bcoz we are planning to go to my superior's mum wake). wHAT HAPPEN NEXT? My director stared at me!!! I knew it then, thinking 'die liao'... I walked away with my head lookin down...

What the heck...

When will things get better?

"Ask n i shall be given...", Jesus said... I ask for more blessings and protection...

2006-09-25T07:11:00.000-07:00

Believe me, my friends... You won't want to be in my shoes...

This month is a awful month for me and few days more to end this month. Maybe this month is the worst month in 2006. I really hope this month is the worst and in the future months i will be free from hurts and fustrations.

Today i had faced another incoming attack from the devil. Many days ago, i had done a terrible mistake and i am preparing to get scolded by my director. So i had tis new quotation, i quote it with the advice from my Project Executive. And today, the same client faxed back this 'new' quotation saying i had quoting him unreasonable. I was furious, angered and irritated. My project executive is on urgent leave, i felt helpless at that point of time. Because this client said if i dun get that amount out, he is goin to report me up to my director! NOT DIRECTOR AGAIN!! I felt so helpless.

Praise the LORD.

I approached my another superior (i m not under her), Adeline, she helped me to call this client and defined that i m not at fault but this should be the way as there is already no profit margin. Well, i have to thanks her for that.

There is one time, my director accused me being too free idling around the office. I am been aimed. Then whenever i tried to make my move to toilet (even twice a day only), i will bump to him, again i am accused for been idling around again! Then this wrong quotation i had done, i am yet to be judge by him. And today i nearly complain by my client through my director again!!!!

My colleague classified me 'SUAY' king...

However, I will still stay strong and continue to be like David who will draw his weapon kill the giant. I will too...

PRAISED THE LORD!!!

2006-09-12T09:27:00.000-07:00

I am facing a spiritual battle. Yesterday my PE (Project executive) told me, she cannot confirm me because i am giving my boss bad impression and i am low efficiency.

Whenever i need to go toilet, or feel like goin down to shops to buy sweet, I will bump onto my boss. My PE knows that i seldom goes out of the office but then whenever i go out of my office only, i will surely bump onto my boss. My PE classified me as SUAY. I told my colleagues, and they can witness my movements, and they only can classified me as SUAY.

Suay is from Satan. There is no suay or lucky, there is only acts of the devil. He pulled me down and knows how important is confirmation is to me. I only see darkness but i am praying for light. I can't see hope but doesnt mean hope is not around. Jesus will guide and protect me. Surely i know, GOD my LORD will bless me much.

So you see, i am facing a spiritual battle, fighting to reach for the light while i am facing only darkness. Just like this month, i am finanical breakdown but it never stop me from tithing and giving; bless people whenever and whatever i have.

I have a conviction with GOD, i know and i know so well that HE will guide me, protect me, bless me, prosper me and put me into the great abundance of prosperity!!! I DECLARE FAITH IS HERE!!!

2006-09-03T08:41:00.000-07:00

Today is a great day with Emily. Although we didnt go anywhere or do anything interesting, but we had great time being together. Yesterday night, we caught a movie at GV tampines. The movie is Snakes in the plane. Actually, we found it not bad. The name of the movie spolit the interest of the show, but what i really feel the movie is worth of money.

Tomorrow is another beginning of a new week, tomorrow morning first place to go will be Singapore Press Holdings, presenting workstations for the directors. This is not suppose to be my job, but i have to do it, SPH is my account after all.

2006-08-26T10:13:00.000-07:00

Today is 27 August. Almost another month going to pass. This will be my third mth in Vanguard Interiors. I prayed that i will get confirmation from my company. Working in Vanguard is like chasing for time, can't breadth slowly.

I really wish for confirmation and GREAT pay increment. HA....!!

2006-08-01T08:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday emily n i went to marina square to have a meal together. We had sushi. Then we shopped for my wallet from quiksliver. Cheap and nice. haha...

We went to suntec to have some fun. We spent a lot of money on these...

2006-07-25T09:12:00.000-07:00

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2006-07-23T09:25:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i bought emily to lerkthai to have dinner. Maybe you dun know... At first, i thought lerkthai is read jerkthai. I am not a jerk... its the logo they having, the L to me... look like a J. Well, we had a nice meal...

Today, emily and i attended Lingling (cg member) birthday celebration. We went to karaoke. I sang a lot of songs... Lingling had received a necklace as her present. Its Beautiful... When we had finished our karaoke session, we went to Thaiexpress for dinner. Believe a not, we chat a lot on creepy topics... -_-!!!

2006-07-13T09:05:00.000-07:00

As you can see, we had steamboat at bugis for dinner. And we had ate for 2 hours plus plus...
These are my new cell group members. First outing with my new CG, W251...

2006-07-12T08:03:00.000-07:00

Today i am on mc. And i sms my project executive (PE) that i need to be on mc today. She didn't reply. An hour later, i sms her the same thing again... she didnt reply. At clinic, i sms her that supposingly today will receive an ITA from MAS about site showround, and please inform me the time and date as supposingly to be tomorrow. I need to do some arrangements with my site supervisor. She didn't reply. In my sms, i added 'sorry' and 'thanks'.

I don't know if she is unhappy with me as today have an appointment with a client but today i am sick. I am really sick... If she is unhappy with me, i guess let her be then... After all, God is my provider, my protector... He won't let things go wild. I believe HE has the control of everything, even my matter over with PE...

I dun feel good... Maybe tomorrow i have to face her... Or maybe is the stuffs which i suppose to do today but i unable to... But God will be with me and he will help me, guide me.. HE will...

2006-07-11T07:47:00.000-07:00

7.29am 57sec... 7.29am 58sec... 7.29am 59sec... *Alarm* I went 'huh?' and 'gosh, its wednesday...' and then i go '... ... ... ... ...' and realised today is just Tuesday. If Monday is blue, then i guess Tuesday is dark blue, coz yesterday is a blue day and tomorrow is another blue ( which i consider Wednesday is light blue). I went 'Argh...!' and 'oh...!' and 'duh...'and 'yew..' and 'brush brush brush my teeth' and the usual stuff...

Today i met Chaos at work, he is good. He like to smile to me when work. To tell the truth, i don't like him, in fact, i hate him. But i have to learn to love him. Sometimes, he give me valuable lessons and getting me be better at work. Today, he caused me went crazy and my stuffs all messy. Some moments, i felt hopeless. Then someone else came along...

His name is Hope, he is good too. But he is much better than Chaos. If u want me to choose a friend between them, i will choose Hope. He helped me. He suggested to me who to look out for help and taught me to use my own analysis to solve problems. What a friend, isn't he? In fact, i need him in my daily life. Perhaps, you met him before but lost contact or u know him and been in contact with him all along.

I ended my work at 6.30pm. I brought Emily home and we had instant noodles for dinner (I am poor, help me!!). We watched TV and had golden moments...

World cup had ended and the excitement is gone. The heat had cooled. Maybe S-League is nice... or maybe not at all... 'Yucks...'.

2006-07-11T06:51:00.000-07:00

2006-06-25T05:17:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i had a busy day. working almost 12 hrs and i am very tried. Today i have to wake up for church service, but i couldn't. Fortunately, my beloved leader, angeline called emily to wake me up, or else i will not be able to attend the service.

During the service, i can't help but dozed off for a number of times. But i still able to know what pastor preaching. Indeed, potential in me is yet to be released... Only God can guaranteed my potential to be found and be used to shake the world.

I didn't attend the prayer meeting due to my tiredness but tonight i am going to have my prayer focus.

Today's match, england vs ecaudor... I hope england will win...

2006-06-19T06:36:00.000-07:00

This morning when i woke up from my beauty sleep, the first thing i felt is "Argh...!!" Then i turned my attention to Jesus. Praying that He will renew my sprirt and strengthen me.

The reason why i had been so frustrated is i am loaded with work. I barely joined current company less than a month, i had stuffed with lots of work. But Praise the Lord, His blessing is with me, He blessed me with very nice, helpful colleagues. Do you know how dificult to have helpful colleagues? Especially in a big company like mine...

I am loaded with work, compairing with my 3 mths older in the coy than me, he is more relax. Think of it, so far i had proved myself that i am still capable. But today, i felt i am overload.

Near 1730hrs, my p.e. (Project Executive) called me for another upcoming new project me. The first thing i felt is, " THIS IS CRAZY!!". But then, i chose to keep quiet and accept the task. And this time, this project is huge. May God Bless me...

I don't know whether i should be happy and excited or should i be feeling sad and crazy. But i know if this is God's plan, i will follow His will...